One of the things, which I’ve always known but have been
especially hit with this year, is that there are not enough parents around for
all of my learners. Every time I have a bond with one of them, I want to give
them my attention, time, motivation, and help. Sometimes this means buying a
new pair of school shoes (thanks everyone at home who has helped to make this
financially possible!). Sometimes this means calling them in for extra study
time or one-on-one tutoring. Sometimes this means sitting on the front stoop of
my house and just spending time together.
But the thing is, there’s not enough time. Just to give you
an idea, here is an example of my kids’/my schedule during the week:
6:45-1:30 school
1:30-2:30 lunch
2:30-3:30 resting time
3:30-5:00 afternoon study
5:00-6:00 sports practices
7:00-8:30 evening study
9:30 lights out (for
the kids… but seeing as I’m now an old grandmother my bedtime is usually not
far behind!)
It’s awesome that we keep them busy, especially the hostel
kids who have limited supervision as it is at the hostel (2 supervisors on duty
at any given time, for up to 144 learners). But it becomes a problem when
you’re looking for time to take the kids one at a time or in small groups!In terms of being a teacher, I’m lucky. I don’t have my own kids/husband/family to worry about, so I have more free time than most. I’m teaching fewer classes than my colleagues, so I have less stress with lesson planning and marking. I tend to be organized and dedicated to work, so again I have more time to give than many. But the sad fact is, and I know it is true at nearly all Namibian schools, these kids just don’t have enough support. When I was young, I remember my parents checking on my homework EVERY DAY so that it would be finished for tomorrow’s classes – and we simply can’t do that for each of 250 learners in our school! How can we give them all that they need in order to grow up into disciplined, moral, educated young people?
Either way, I’m lucky to be close to a lot of the learners
and have them come to me when they need help. And I take that role as seriously
as I can!